So on 5th day without gambling – would like to say it is a triumph of will but actually it’s because I just don’t have any money.
No go on the loan – trying to see what other options are available to pay off the credit card. Still struggling to see gambling as not one of the options.
Also – it’s so fking BORING… When I have a spare half hour I don’t seem to have anything to do. Just aimlessly surfing the internet or facebook. I actually have plenty of hobbies – just not been doing them for the last 4/5 months or so when I got back into the online casino big time. Over the 3 or 4 years when I didn’t gamble ‘properly’ I was obsessed with forex trading instead – same sort of thing I suppose. Still lost money just not as much…
Do we always need something to scratch that itch?