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Five days clean feeling hopeful already, which is a feeling I thought would be impossible to feel again. Because the desire was too strong so was the sinking feeling of continuously drowning in very bad choices.

I have told myself to do whatever it is that makes me happy and go at it. I make my own happiness I dictate my own life. So sick of being consumed of things in the past. It is time to move towards the future and I am actually smiling.