[butchugly]

48 hrs of no gaming what so ever. Struggling to occupy my free time. If I had money I would go do something. I’ve baked but that’s it. My mind is stuck on this at the mo.. I’ve got a counselling appointment booked for two days time errrr. Feel in limbo. It’s really hard to look forward right now. I’m not suicidal or anything. But I do feel lost. I hope this gets better soon