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nOk so I haven’t updated this in a long time BUT…. I still didn’t gamble 🙂 I am gamble free for 42 days now already and it feels really good. Yesterday just before going to bed I realised it: I am out of debt! My bank account was at -1000 for pretty much a year.. and now is the first time I don’t see the – anymore ! I also spent much more time on hobby’s, especially making music and I feel a little bit more energetic throughout the day. I still have urges sometimes, but I made a deal with my best friend: he also quitted and now I have someone to account for. I am not planning to gamble anymore! With the money I have now I am going to do a small roadtrip. Unbelievable that I can only do this now because I haven’t gambled. It’s the first time I see real good benefits after quitting.
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nAnd @steev, thank you.. you were absolutely right. I did trade gambling addiction for weed. I already used to smoke weed like 3 times a week.. but now it is everyday. I want to quit that too now.. but I also quit nicotine already and quitting three harsh addictions at the same time just doesn’t feel right for me. I don’t want to relapse on smoking and definitely not gambling. I must say though: I stay sober throughout the day and get my stuff done.. then late afternoon/ evening I just smoke one to relax. It is not good, i know.. but I can live with it for a while 🙂
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nCan’t believe this many days have passed already.. time flies
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