It has been 36 days since I have gambled on the slots. In that time, I have played scratch tickets which in my opinion was ok. I felt that it was like using a patch to quit smoking. A way to ease myself off the gambling addiction.
nI haven’t bought any scratch tickets in over a week and I don’t really care to either.
nThe urges to gamble have subsided for the most part. When I see a headline about a casino opening soon, I get a slight jolt in my heart but then I quickly move on.
nI saw an ad on Facebook just yesterday I think for a slot game I used to play a lot online. I looked at it for a few mins, I read the comments.. A few people mentioned how they had won money and it was quite fun, etc. but then I quickly deleted the ad and moved on. That was a win in my book.
nI still have gamban on all my devices so no way I could have played anyways unless I stole my husbands phone which is what I was doing at the last leg of my gambling stint. When I think of all the lengths I have gone to to gamble I am so embarrassed. I now want to go to those same lengths to NOT gamble.
nHave a good day ya’ll!
