I am fasting through God during this period, but I still wanted to quit staying stop after 21 days of abstaining from rice, noodle and sugar.
I did not know how to describe it best but I actually experience a new found strength outside me at the same time on the day that keep me staying stop..
I have stop for 31 days now and have 17 more days to go to complete this fast.In the past, when I did it for myself, I will experience feeling that I should not gamble, knew it was wrong to gamble, aware of the consequences and risk of gambling but I still go ahead to gamble and self-destruct. Doing it for myself doesn’t seem to work for me, I am speaking for myself.
If the same thing that happen to me during this fast apply to my fast from gambling in the future, it will be like, I feel like gambling, I want to go ahead to gamble but there is a Higher Power that help me to stay stop.
In that case, I will fast from gambling through God after the current fast ended for indefinite time after Easter Sunday.
I will not be doing for self anymore but for the glory of God.