[Dark Energy]

3 weeks passed since the last relapse, I don’t have urges at all to gamble, just the consequences of the last relapse are makes me feel depressed, I will have a 3 hard months to recover from the last relapse financially.
the regret still hitting me, I am feeling depressed about the last relapse and about the 5-6 years of my life that i have wast.
I know that I have to come over it, and the small progress that I have in the other aspects of life helps.( i back to gym my weight loss plan back on track).but it is hard to overcome the the consequences of 5 to 6 years of addiction.