[Mrskat]

I can’t believe it has been this long since I last posted.

It is very easy to get complacent. For me too as well as the CG.

I love when he tells me how hard it has been for me during this time. It is like he finally sees me, ad it’s not all about him.

That has only happened a handful of times, the rest of it is always about him.

I noticed I have reverted back to old habits of tip toeing around him and watching hihim closely, monitoring what I am saying.

Part of me realised it is because he forgot to get his anxiety medication prescription and went cold turkey for a week. He is back on it, so I assume I should expect some imbalances.