So, I owe myself and others post…. So my last couple months was great, I was rather happy person, I’ve started to do some work, planning of my life, make some choices for future. As I mentioned in previous posts, all my energy which earlier went to gambling and other silly habits went into some more productive stuff and love to my woman !
It’s almost 3 months, from what I can remember the worst time is after that, when I coming back to gambling just “for a moment” then I stay with massive loses. At this time I’m not fancy it, maybe I do ? I don’t know maybe that is why I’m writing here because my subconscious telling me do it, do it…. And instead of doing it I’m coming here to share my last couple months experience.
Either way. I’m trying to keep strong and not fall for it again. Soon I’m leaving country, I’m looking forward for new life. Not that I run away from this I run into better life