I can relate to this so much. Nowadays without my dog, who was my anchor, I feel so lonely. Very depressive thoughts when I am at home all alone. I try to just keep working to just connect with people. I also keep driving around, and trying to meet people. I haven’t dated in a long time as I was so engrossed with gambling. It is becoming incredibly hard for me to get back at it now.
Gambling has affected so many facets of my life. It is just ridiculous.