Hi Vlad and welcome, well done on looking for help.
First my apologies – it shouldn’t have taken this long to authorise your first pos.
You are not alone with this problem. Read the other stories here and you will read a lot that you will relate to. You will salso see the success stories – what are they doing that you can apply to your own situation?
Well done on closong those accounts, I recommend getting a blocker for your devices azs well – so you can’t open any new ones.
You are welcome here of course but alos check out the other support you will have in Germany. If you click on this link and haver over Germany on the map you will see you have a lot of options. https://www.gamblingtherapy.org/information/where-can-i-get-help/
Well done again and i look forward to reading your progress.