[Don14765]

Hello DE…thank you for your support !
Yes…my willpower has let me down on day # 2
I feel
Like I can be stubborn at times-
And it’s one of my character defects
I need to
Work on…..
I tell myself lies like “oh! Today I will only bet on daily Keno”
BecAuse I have come close to winning on it ?
But by playing ;
I believe I allow myself “permission “
To bet on other things too?
And that’s when I’ve lost control ?

I think I am beginning to see the reason
Why abstinence from the disease
Is so important:
I have NO control over it-
Im powerless
Step 1 ….
I wanna get back on the horse and try again tomorrow!
Thanks again for your help/ support