Hi kin. Good to hear from you again. It’s been a tough few weeks for me. I am doing ok on the gambling front but am dealing with lots of feelings that are hard to.process and my daughter is going through a rather deep depression that seems to be harder to shake than usual. I am keeping busy and holding strong. I am not without guilt but am doing much better than I was a month ago and a month ago I was doing better than I was a month before that, so I believe that the progress is cumulative and I am edging towards a gamble free life. I have some work issues that are proving to be rather bothersome to my feelings is pride and self worth at this point in my life, and I must work through those feelings first before I can make any progress. I also had a moment a few days ago where I had to duck and hide from someone who I did not want to see because I was embarrassed at what I have become. It’s a harsh state to be in and I am trying to find a road that can lead me to someone that i am proud of being again. It’s a tough house to be in at this point in time. I will keep trying and looking for who I am. Thanks for asking
