[Dark Energy]

thanks for the advice in the link Charles.

after crossing the one-month mark, the fog is cleared and now I am dealing with my terrible life situation with a clear mind. “which is really bad”, but I have to face it and work on it and not escape back to gambling nor to think the trading\investing is the solution.
I know it will be better with time as long as I am away from gambling.
focus on the day that I am living is the best that can be done, it is really a very hard and long way to reach where I need to be, =
but I can cross it one step one day at a time.
anyhow, wish you all a good recovery.