After all that you just said, why are you thinking of gambling again? You seem to be a victim of the online sites, the land based casinos et al, and you seem to have a good understanding of the disease and its effects, so why are you thinking about it at all other than to run screaming the other way? Gamstop is A tool but not the only one. I have gamban on all of my devices to stop me from being able to play at home. It’s not enough to trust gamstop if it is so easily breachable. Take your attempts one step further to make it easier to avoid the temptation when it hits and self exclude anywhere in driving distance so that you cannot go in. The urge starts to lessen after a while so give yourself some time gambling free by making it harder. I hope that you are gamble free today.