Hi Nkalei, well done on looking for help.
If you are lo0oking for some online groups then there are some here on a Monday and Thursday evening (UK time). Alternatively there are also live Zoom meetigns at https://gamblersinrecovery.com Those are GA and other support groups.
Speak to your husband. I recommend coming completely clean, tell him about the latest gambling, the tax, any debts etc – if we drip feed the information to family then they dont know when we have finished dropping, will be waiting for the next problem to drop. Better to draw the line and then we can start rebuilding trust etc
Well done on installing gamBan, now get it on other devices. Reading the other stories her you will also see that accountability can help. You work away? ok, so just have the money you need for the trip. Be accountable for what you do spend – with internet banking we can be pretty much intantly accountable.
Keep posting and let us know what positive steps you are taking – those steps will both help you stop gamblign and help rebuild trust etc.