[brenda01]

Kin

I honestly don’t know. My action plan was to do an inclusion program to keep me away from any casino in my state. I really haven’t had time to think about gambling with everything going on. Today I drove to a co-workers, passed three casinos on the way. My heart would race with anxiety near every exit but I know the scare of arrest is enough to scare me. I have already disappointed all the people I love. I don’t ever want to do that again.

I paid $2,000 back of my $11,000 today. It made me feel so good on one side. The other side said look what you could have done with that money you pissed away.