[Hawkman]

Thanks all. I feel good because today I did not stop at the casino on the way home and did not play. I did yard work and played with my kiddo, normal life. I am determined this time I am done. I never really had a big problem and went to the boats off and on for fun. It was last fall that really started the problem/ Something snapped and I just didn’t stop this time like I used to do. I think I stopped for most of January but then started up. I am done though. I like what someone said on here, “I may not be able to stop but I can NOT start.” I am making that my mental message.