Ok so this thread is called “Brutally Honest.”
So lets be BH – nothing will chane until things change. Another thread you started was about asking an honest question – you got a lot of suggestions there and here. You didnt respond to the ones there. Are you now banned from the casino where you have been gambing? If online have you installed a blocker? On your other thread you mentioned some quite large sums of money – have you put some accountability and financial barriers in place? Have you checked out your local GA meeting?
When struggling we all have a choice – take some of the actions we don’t want to take now – or to be BH wait until deeper in the s**t and have to take them then.
I hope you take some of those actions now and then you can replace the “maybe I will quit now” with “I WILL quit now”
Keep posting, maybe see you in a group here soon as well. let us know the positive actions you are taking.