[Dark Energy]

I have this panic about the amount of debt that I have, and how long I need to pay it back. this addiction put me in a very deep hole.
there is nothing I can do now or in the next few weeks, to make the situation better, I have just to stay free of gambling and focused on work and I hope the snowball effect of positive things will bring some solutions to me in the future. but as I can see it now I am in a very dark tunnel with no light and I don’t know should I Walk to the front or to the back.