Obviously I didn’t last more than a day before I went back to gambling. I don’t have all the answers, and to be real, I’m just scared. Scared if I can do this. Just broken but at the same time, I know I can’t live this way. The impact gambling has on me is far more than just financially. I’m so much better of a person and more productive without it in my life. As with most of us, the addiction has just gotten worse and worse with each year until it’s spiraling out of control. I have a plan of action to help me and I have steps I’m going to take when the addiction comes calling because I know it will. It’s easy to get through the days when I’m broke, it’s hard to say no when it’s payday or I get some “extra” money. I’m going to keep fighting. Thanks for the support all.
