11 April 2022 at 5:35 pm
#152377
Dark Energy
Participant
damn, I need this F day to end, I am feeling down, how did I dig this deep hole. how this addiction pulls me back to it time and time again.
I have been here many times, full of hopes and motivation to start over but damn I can’t see any light in this tunnel this time, and how many days this recovery will last? a week? a month? then I will forget all this pain and back to gambling!!
I am terrified today I had some thoughts about trading !!! I have relapsed 2 days ago!! and all the pain is still fresh in my mind, and I got these thoughts about trading this is too f early !! what will happen after a few weeks??
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