11 April 2022 at 1:36 pm
#152360
Dark Energy
Participant
Day#3.
Depressed to the max. Really in a very bad mood. The hopes that conmes with trading “gambling” are gone. and i am back to my real life trying to close every hole in this sinking ship and there are alot of holes.
It is my only life and i refuse to looset to this addiction. When i will go i need to be broued that i have tried my best what passed is passed and i can’t do any thing to change it what is important ia now and the future.
I need just a normal f life no big hopes or dreams but it seems even living a normal life is a big goal to achieve.