We all start our journeys in the single digits and those can be the hardest ones to chalk up. I remember trying to get past the 7 day mark every week. I would get to 6 and the 7th day would always be a day off or a time when I had lots of downtime before work and i would relapse. I am glad that you are thinking about not going when you are thinking of going. That’s usually my downfall because i have an impulse control issue and when i think of doing something that catches my attention then i have a hard time thinking about anything else. I would travel for hours by transit ,which would give me lots of opportunities to change my mind, but once i thought about going to the casino and put a plan in place nothing would deter me. I hope that you are well and making your way down a better path. Just remember ALWAYS that the best system to have money is not to give it to the casino. It’s what you will end up doing in the long run. You might as well just mail them the cheque and save yourself the gas money. Good luck today.
