I’m exhausted today pushing myself alot at work. I’m usually a shop person so doing heavy field work and running up and down 13 flights of stairs with heavy metal material is hard on me. Probably lost 10 pounds this week alone because the elevator lift was broken. I’ve made some good plans for this weekend so itll be a nice break. I figured out how to fix my water issue finally to I have to replace a bunch of pipes myself which should be fine. That makes me feel so much more at ease that I can get some running water again till I get into my cabin. I was feeling off this week just sick of being in a trailer and wanting some space. I’m managing but it sucks sometimes I miss having friends over I have to go visit everyone. I used to have awesome fires at my house so I’m excited for when I can do that at my new place. Im glad I haven’t been gambling through this mess it would of made it alot harder for me to handle my emotional state through this whole situation. It’s been really frustrating living semi homeless for the last while not an ideal situation for anyone to be in. The shitty part is I didn’t end up in a trailer because of my gambling its just impossible to find places to live where im located. The applications are 200 plus people or more and less than 1% vacancies. I have a dog so I’m literally at the end of the line. Anyways trying to stay positive almost out of this situation. The good thing is I saved money this month not paying rent since I own my trailer. My aunt doesn’t charge me for parking it since I gave up my house for her to have money. Still working on that resentment but it’s getting better. Anyways im grateful for the weekend as I needed a break. I’m grateful for finding my water issues so I can fix them. And I’m grateful for another day gamblefree.
