It’s my first day. I wish I could turn the clock also and refresh my life. It’s so sad to live like this whereby you cannot be trusted anymore,, and you cannot trust yourself too because something is busy haunting you whenever you try to fix your life. It feels like my whole life since I no longer buy anything for myself, I keep hiding money from my partner and my family, can’t even fix my own hair coz everytime I have money I think of how I can increase it. I am exhausted ,my shoulders feel so heavy , I don’t even know how to start this journey but I know I want to, I need to settle my debts ,and live freely, I hope I survive .
