I’m glad that your journey is being so enlightening on a daily basis and using new outlets for your resurgence back into a healthy life grown from bad experiences continues. I just hope that when life ceases to be some troublesome that you will still find strength. It can be addictive to just survive chaos. I did that for most of my early years having been in foster care for a time, and when things began to quiet down for me and I got myself on my feet, I found that I continued to look for some sort of chaos because fighting was all that I knew. It brought me into some weird relationships and situations and, in retrospect, I should have seen it coming. It is great to be able to fight your way out of a bad situation but it is equally as important to be able to be able to ride the calm seas as well. I know that it was an issue for me and continues to this day. It is perhaps one of the many reasons why I gamble and I hope that you do not find yourself at odds when it happens. Hope that you have a great day today.
