You truely are an inspiration. To keep looking at all that is right in your life instead of dwelling on the bad is the mind set of a true survivor. I try to just get by each day and have been living like that for too long. All my day revolves around not gambling, and while that is taking a step in the right direction, I need to take a better path. I dont want to just exist anymore with abstinence as my sole directive. Yesterday taught me that, while I am still vulnerable to the urges, I need to look at my life with more rigorous scrutiny. I need to be living and achieving more than just not gambling and I hope that the course I begin to take, which will hopefully fill up my life with better energy, will help steer me on a better, easier path to abstinence. I hope this day finds you with hope, strength and a smile. I face today with all of the same.
