Hi. I haven’t posted for awhile. Honestly, things are not going well right now! I started gambling again! I had made progress paying off my debts and find myself racking up the credit card bills again!
It started when my oldest Daughter started having health issues and it looks like spine surgery is her only option. Both of her hands are partially paralyzed.
I’m having a hard time coping. Whatever the outcome, I have to deal with reality.
Today is the first day that I’m not gambling. I’ve been gambling, out of control a couple times a week.
Today I’m taking the steps to stop! I know what to do!!! I just need to stay strong and keep working on myself!
So, I believe in myself and I know that I can be gamble free again! I forgive myself but I don’t want to live the gambling life again.
