Trust me, it’s not you, he’s really angry at himself.
It’s nothing like having something so bad being such a big part of your life, destroying your life and you feel so hopeless because no matter how hard you try you just have no control over it.
I’m living with this demon every day, I ask God, every day, why was this put on me, what did I ever do to deserve such a curse….
Trust me, it’s not you.
And the other thing is when there’s no money to gamble with, you get upset and mad with whomever you think have money and just won’t give it to you.
Stand firm, it’s really hard, but my family stop giving me money when I was still gambling every day, after I came clean and they knew what I was doing with it. This was after helping me out of financial binds a time or two. I use to get mad at them, eventhough I know I had brought it all on myself.