Here I was sailing through the days, one day at a time, all the way up to day 75 or so gamble free.
I have no idea what made me go back, but when I did, I thought I would just take a few dollars and once I lost that, I would leave.
That’s not how the story ended, I started swiping the debit card, and swiping the debit card….
But I have decided I will get getting back up as long as I have breath in me. I did learn that I am still very compulsive, so the best thing for me is not to even walk through the doors.
Just stay as far away as possible.
The crazy part is after I messed up, because I had been posting every day on the forum, I more concerned that I had disappointed my followers on the forum.