[vintagehoby]

Yes i mean exactly that,when i started gambling, winning meant something,later it was just for filling the urge.And i think that is the biggest problem of ours.We need to have that fix otherwise we will feel emtpy and life will not have any purpose.It should not be like that,we have families,a lot of other things that this world offers we can enjoy in a nicer way.If you ever feel need to talk personaly send me a message and we can talk,maybe will benefit for both of us.