[vintagehoby]

Hello there,thanks for your care and nice words,i relapsed yesterday and lost some 200 euros in matter of minutes,i felt urge to go to atm and deposit more money but somehow i did not.
I went home and had nervous breakdown,all those thoughta were up in my head,everything i did up until now.Why did i start it,will i ever stop.I was feeling really bad and i didnt even return call to my gf.I really dont know much about these chemicals in our brain,i read something about it but still is a mistery to me to be honest.
When was the last time you gambled,and what are your ways of surpressing the urge?