21 January 2022 at 8:38 pm
#147190
Cruising247
Participant
Hello,
Thank you both for the reminder, and encouraging words.
What’s funny is I was definitely disappointed with myself, but I felt even worst for disappointing the team. I never realized this felt like a real team until I messed up. I kept thinking, how can I go back to the forum and admit that I messed up.
But, I’m glad I did. If I had not returned, I probably would have went back to chase my loss. Thank God it wasn’t a huge loss.
This is the one place I can talk about gambling and not feel like I’m being judged. If it’s one thing I know, it’s hard for a none gambler to understand how you can throw away all your hard earned money. They look at you like, it had to be something wrong with you.
Again, thank you.