I know this is a site for recovering gamblers, to talk about gambling and recovering. But right now I am just typing..
My emotions have been all over the place, I’m sad, ok I’m emotional, I’m just feeling down. I was at the point of telling myself, just go play, you will feel so much better, just go, you will get that high that you have been missing. Honestly, it is like a drug, it is just a satisfying feeling.
Let me be clear, I have never been in drugs but I can imagine it’s the same high.
I know this conversation is a little different, but I’m just so freaking sad today and I can’t shake it.
I must say though, instead of going to gamble, I went to Longhorn Steakhouse and ate me a side salad and some wild west shrimp. The food didn’t change the way I was feeling, but it was so good. But as I say one day at a time, and I made it through one more day, gamble free.
Praying to wake up feeling happier in the morning.