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Hang in there, after a couple weeks it should get easier.
After I stopped gambling, it seemed like financial blessings start to come that I wasn’t expecting.
I think that our Higher Power blesses us with more once we show him that we are not going to throw it away, but use it wisely.
I think I had suicidal thoughts at least a few times a month, but the most important part is not to act on those thoughts. Because as you know, with time those thoughts pass.
Praying for you. You got this, just try to check in daily, you’ll be amazed at how fast the days pass.
Recovery takes “One day at a time.”