Oh sjc1
That comment hit home with me heavily. It’s something I can’t understand at all. Those feelings and thoughts never appear until ive lost everything aswell. How can one day we be hating it so much and then the next day doing it again. Gambling really is a poison in our minds. A disease.
Im finally 1 week gamble free which has been a long time since i can say that. I have money in the bank but a lot of bills and things jumping at me overwhelming me at the moment so its stopping me from gambling because i really need to get on top of these things. A positive though is that it’s nice to be able to go to the shop and but whatever i need to, when i need to. Ive spent so much time lately with absolutely nothing left because i gamble it all the second i get paid.
Kin, im sorry you relapsed. We can all do this as long as we keep trying. Giving up on quitting is where we fail but if we keep trying to quit then it’ll happen eventually. Merry xmas and keep your head up high