Good evening,
Still taking it one day at a time. But, as I sit here a little bored on this rainy Sunday I am missing the “excitement” of winning. I really miss the games/slots. But thennn, I think about the feeling I would feel when I would lose all the money i had in my purse/pocket, my accounts and on my cards (the feeling of ashame, extremely stressed, sad, humiliated, out of control, and the list goes on and on). That thought is enough to remind me why I stopped.
I received a call from my Aunt this afternoon telling me that my cousin had won a decent amount online, I quickly stopped her and reminded her I had stopped all gambling. It’s something about hearing about some one winning that makes you want to go try your luck. But, instead I stopped the conversation, so I would not start to feel tempted.
Day 44 Gamble Free,
“One day at a time”