hey Siroko.
You arent alone mate, im right here with you. Im on day 1 too. im 29 years old and been gambling for a long time too but like you, the last few years have been the worst. I earn very good money but have absolutely nothing to show for it, my mates have all bought homes (some of them have bought multiple houses) and I earn more than them yet I am not at the same stage as them. its embarrassing for me and I have to lie about saving all my money because im too ashamed to say i lost everything. we can do this though. im trying to find new things to do now to force myself to become a different person and not stick to what im doing on a daily basis now. I want to change and need to change so we need to figure out how to re-wire our brains into believing we are on a new journey. ill be on here everyday if you ever want to chat. im going to try post daily on how many days free i have been. As of now im on day 1. I can do this, you can do this. we can do this. the future is so bright dude, it just takes change!