[Amber_Disfordone]

I don’t know about you all, but for me when I’m in these very low days time slows down almost to a halt. I relive every last relapse try to remember all the mistakes that I made to get me back to this place. It’s almost as if God slows down time because he wants to make sure I take the time to GET it finally. I hope so. I hope I’m learning. I hope I can grow and change from all these terrible dark times and experiences so that one day I can look back and say they were all worth it because I will be so proud of the person I became and this was just the path I took to get there.