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Reply To: 2021 has been a relapse year :(

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Relapseking
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Yes mate what’s scary is how long it can keep us in this state aswell. How many days are you gamble free or still having troubles? Im on day one now. Finished work early today and came up with 2 different scenarios on my way home on how to get my gambling fix. Was driving past the pub and thought about stopping in to jump on the slots, but instead drove past and then thought about going to the money machine and putting money on my debit card to gamble online. Instead came home. Big reason was because i read a thread on here last night from a guy mikeB talking about being on day 93 and it made me imagine that feeling. If i go 93 days without gambling then i will have a lot of money saved up because i make a decent amount but usually blow it all weekly.

So im in a battle between good and bad thoughts at the moment but will be glad to get through to day 2 hopefully making it through this mental warfare today