Hi Relapseking. I’m currently struggling with this scenario. I sincerely don’t want to be in that position – no money for presents etc. Feeling guilty, broke, desperate, pathetic etc. I’m going over the question: ‘Do I really want to be in this position for another year? How will I feel when I can go to a shop and buy presents etc as opposed to not being able to?’. I want this option so much. I’m trying hard not to relapse. Its a constant depressive scenario. I’m here too.
