3 December 2021 at 4:35 pm
#144373
Cruising247
Participant
Oh, this time when I decided to stop, I wasn’t as far in the hole financially. I haven’t found myself as irritable, on the edge, mad at the world, knowing I did it to myself.
I knew I was at a place I could pull myself out without telling my loved ones I had slipped “again.” Even though most/all of my monthly income is catching me up now, BUT, I haven’t had to go begging for help this time because I was so far in the hole. That’s such an embarrassing, humiliating feeling, I hope to never be back in that place.
Day 28 today!!!!