13 November 2021 at 11:50 am
#142951
Dark Energy
Participant
today is one the positive days:
1. back to GYM again: it has been 125+ days since the last time I was in GYM, starting over is a step in the correct way.
2. i had an urge to gambling, it came after reviewing my financial condition and as a freshly recovered gambler i am in a deep hole, so the first thought that came to my mind is I have to put a small amount and try to win something to be in a better condition, the same cycle of ill thinking, however I reasoned my way out of this cycle for today glad for that.