Hello Alex,
I am sorry about your loss even though he left 9 years ago, I lost a person who I admire and love a year ago and hardly can even cry, but the pain is still there and it will always be, I am truly happy that you are such a sensitive person and angry for the psychologist decision to prescribe you medicine in such glassy age, I understand your decisions about taking drugs, I personally take weed regularly and I feel like I am in my safe zone, but only in controlled ranges. I remember my first gambling bet it was because of my girlfriend and I also wanted to buy her everything really fast made 350 from 15bet we were so delighted about it and I lost them in the next 3 days. You are not alone we are here to support you emotionally or with rational advice if you wish to hear us, you have the world in your hands, so young, be patience, set up goals for the future and chase them, work every day as hard as you can for the person who you want to be and when you go to bed just realize that you are one day closer to your goal, my personal moto is as much as “No’s” I get in my life I am one step closer to “Yes”, one day that girl will want you back, they always do, it may take 1 year 5/10, but you will feel me one day, now make sure to go back home, apologize to your parents and grandpa, they are your family and will take you back. Reply to me I am your friend and I wish only the best for you.
Hope to hear back from you.
Best wishes,
