[maverick.]

Just for today I didn’t gamble, today was amazing I spent time with my son just doing normal stuff and really focusing on him we had a fantastic day, usually I would be with him but my mind would be else where, see how much I was up or down from the many sports bet I had made earlier in the day and then getting wound up about what was going on with them.

It was a great feeling today, peaceful, nice, stress free and priceless.

Today I see the difference between gambling and not gambling, I am very grateful to be alive and still have my wife and kids in my life.