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Working on getting over the 2 week hump. I thought about it today (gambling) and how maybe I could just go, bet something small.. but I quickly said no, that is STUPID. After all the damage I have done, that is really the last thing I need. The urge passed pretty quickly. Funny how I haven’t thought of it much lately but I guess knowing two weeks is my struggling point, my brain thought it could put one over on me. I didn’t let it happen 🙂
I’m nowhere near where I want to be but I am going one day at a time, working on the future, trying to be a better person and I know slowly but surely, things will get back to where I want them to be, which is simply just a normal life again.