– i also lost the ability to withdraw whatever the balance it took me a lot to realize this. I would love to share an experience to show how strong this addiction;
nIt was 3 years ago, i went to a vacation and of course around evening i visited the Casino. I played for an hour, won around 400 hundred and left the casino, bought some souvenirs etc. But after a while i came back again..
nI played like crazy like 5 hours and i lost around 5K usd. I was faraway from home, got only 20 Usd and 10 km to hotel. All my cards and accounts are cashed out. I was crying, having pain in my stomach.. then i started to play Baccarat with my last 20 bucks. A miracle happened in an hour and from 20 to 6 thousand, i made it!! I got rest, ate, gave tips etc. and i sat again , i promised myself, u can lose until 1.000 because you are up.. when i was down to 4.900 i lost control.. that night under the rain i walked to hotel 10 km.. survived eating last 4 days with hotel breakfast and ruined my trip…
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nAs a summary;
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n- You can promise to yourself as much as u want, but once u sit on the table, you will be always losing control
n- This is also maths, in the long run house always wins because of the edges.
n- cut the funds and go cold turkey with this. I could do this for a year but what i learned from here Is that we should do everything one day at a time..
