[mikeb]

Just a quick check in….Still no gambling to report but I’m really struggling. It’s on my mind from the minute I wake up and every day it’s like….here we go again. I flip flop between deciding to gamble and staying off it mamy times throughout the course of the day and it’s tiring. Have watched one or two gambling videos this week…I think it helps in the short term but I fear it’s no good in the long term.