I normally switch to you tube videos or demo slots when I’m taking a 10 minute break from work or if I’m trying to kill some time. Was harder than I thought it would be not to do it today. I then found myself thinking how to go about borrowing money for a slots session online. Once my short term debts are cleared on payday I am only ever a couple of conversations away from a big deposit and a gambling session. I then told myself that I should play demo slots or watch a video to take my mind off it. I did none of these things, finished my work, got a few days shopping in and then started a new TV show with a housemate who has just returned after 4 weeks away. She’s gone off to bed now so I will continue with a TV show I’ve been watching on my own.